Trigger warning: Anorexia nervosa
→ Weniger als nichts ist schon zu viel. // Less than nothing is alreday to much. (2020 - ongoing)
It is an collaborative project between Elena Fiebig and Mia Fee Schabbach to approach a documentation of the influences anorexia nervosa is setting in their lives and friendship after Mie Fee got diagnosed with it in the late spring of 2020.
Diary 2020
Linoleum print «The Anorexia», March 2021, by Mia S.
Self-portrait fall 2019, notes March 2021, by Mia S.
Watercolor on cardboard «Function of Anorexia», February 2021, by Mia S.
»Craving for red peppers
100g carrots 25kcl = 1 of them - 1 1/2
afraid to get hungry now, still 45 min to eat
familiar anorexic food
Pea beans have sugar, prefer green peppers because 20 kcl less
frozen Beans 100g 70 kcl, makes full + 100g Brussels sprouts 30 + cauliflower with curry maybee puree to soup
1 carrot afterwards + tomato to finish«
Body-related avoidance and control behavior, Eating Disorders Clinic Worksheet March 2021
Wax crayon drawing «Selfimage», February 2021, by Mia S.
Diary Hospital Stay March 2021
»What I would eat
- Asparagus -1 slice of whole grain bread - all pickles + little onions - herb curd - deco of parsley, tomato - radish - half an egg
terrible fear of
- white toast (fear of not being able to digest ⇒ intestinal obstruction (stupid but no shit I'm really scared of it) - meat because greasy and poor animals - chips ⇒ direct increase ⇒ empty calories - dough tart, carbohydrates, even looking at it I notice how my legs get fatter
⇒ urge to move now !
- juices = pure sugar ! so many oranges I can not eat - cake cream never
unpleasant, want to run away, have the smell in the nose«
Photography spring 2020, Notes spring 2021